"The writer’s mind can surpass even the most intellectual minds." –A.M. Snow

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

The Lighthouse Witch

Back before I started poetry, for a short time I wrote short stories. I haven’t written a short story in almost ten years, so I thought I’d give it another shot again, after having this weird dream. So this story was all an actual dream I had just few days ago. I woke up one night after having this dream, I thought it was the weirdest dream yet it intrigued me to write it into a story. This story is that dream with every detail I remembered from that night.

The Lighthouse Witch
By A.M. Snow

The sun was setting on the sea; I was alone wandering for inspiration. I might’ve searched days-on-end, but all I found was nothing. I was just about to give up hope when an old rugged building had caught my eye. It was an old lighthouse and it appeared to be abandoned. It was built on a small mile long island, just a few miles off shore. I had to get a closer look; it had tickled my fancy.

The raging sea feared me not, as I climbed into an old rotten row boat. I rowed the best I could, against these crashing tides; the smashing into rocks had caused me to capsize. I held on for dear life, as the waves guide me to that island shore. I passed-out there for a bit, just few minutes’ tops. I awoke soaking wet, I walked to that lighthouse. Believing it was empty, I had to take a closer look inside. I walked to the door, but it was sealed shut. I walked to the wrapped around stairs, to the first window open. I poked my head in, and saw an old woman there. She was wearing an old rugged gown; from her waist down and her arms, was skinny like that of a skeleton, she held a book to her chest. I thought nothing of it, perhaps she was ill. “Pardon me?” I said, “I’m terribly sorry, I thought this lighthouse was abandoned.” I wait for a response, but heard nothing from her. So I left with haste; but I was just few feet from that lighthouse, when I saw an old Civil War hand cannon lying before me on the ground. As I went to pick it up, there arose a loud thundering bang.

I didn’t realized, that there were others on this island before me. As the fog cleared, what I saw was impossible. Their were several hundreds of people, getting ready to fight, and all of which worn Civil War uniforms. “Was it not two thousand and twelve?” I thought to myself. As they waged on and clashed into combat; I watched from afar, confused and without a thought.

I was surprised when two souls approached me, one a female in red coat and the other a male in blue. “What is this place?” I asked them. “Hell.” was their response. “But how?” I said with questions flowing from my tongue. “T’was the witch of the lighthouse.” they said, “She holds dear a black bound book; in it, names of souls this island once called.” I was still confused by all that had happened. I turned my eyes from them, and looked towards that old lighthouse once more. It had sparked my curiosity, and I had to see that witch once more.

I left those two behind, as they did not try to stop me. I walked up to that lighthouse; again I walked up those wrapped around stairs, and again I peaked into that window. I saw her standing there, although it had appeared that she did not move. I lifted my head and gazed in what I thought to be evil eyes, instead had found nothing but sad and loneliness. I couldn’t help but feel sorry for her; I tried to hold back those feelings. I reached for that book which she held dear to her chest; but the even more impossible had happened.

It had appeared my hand had gone straight through her and the book, as if either I or she was a ghost. I looked upon her eyes once more, a thought then struck me. She was not a witch, but a ghost of a lost soul; she was someone wishing for her love to return, but this lost soul’s love was lost at sea. She was afraid of loneliness and not knowing that she was trapping souls upon this island. Now that I know the truth of her, what of my fate is now left unknown.


Sunday, September 16, 2012

Days Gone By

Days Gone By

As days gone by, I think of her
but moments last was not forever.
Her angelic face haunts me still,
and without her, I am ill.

But as I leave her, but never leave her;
my feelings last forever.
I cannot part from her beauty
nor can I ever break free.

But as I love her from afar,
I wander here thus far.
To know that I had loved her;
to know that it was not forever.

I know I'll die without her name,
through this loss I'd bear my shame.
If I could do it all again,
I would do so from my heart within.

-A.M. Snow


Thursday, September 6, 2012

My Mind is a White Canvas

My Mind is a White Canvas

The silence mellowed out the loudest noise conceived,
And I wonder all that I've deceived.
I dreamt all that I could dream up till now;
My mind draws blank, a white canvas what's shown.
I lost all hope to this once eternal vow,
And of this heart my voice now groan.
It is what I said, that and furthermore;
I've lost all hope of my now untimely lore.

-A.M. Snow

My Soon Forgotten Memory

My Soon Forgotten Memory

Memories gone and left me astray,
Alone without a thought, I wish it to stay.
It's all I had in this once peaceful time;
My memories and dreams, my once sublime.
I lost what was real when moments endeavour;
Alone without a memory, in this world forever.

-A.M. Snow

From the Depth of Ethereal

From the Depth of Ethereal

Such heavenly beauty beyond my human reach,
but a lowly soul this world does 'seech.
Lost in a time of tragedy and flutter;
there is a pain-so utter.
The Epiphany came in an instant and blinded me,
from the fear and rage that I now see.
I lay there in torment as time now fall,
night is the victim to this nature's call.
A haunting of melody that will not dispel;
Souls in torment as their lore now tell.
A perfect light arises from the shadows realm below,
the hidden world so far away where thoughts unspoken go.
And from the depth of Ethereal, I could still hear her heart beating;
one after another, the dark clouds are fleeting.
The dreams are real and time stands still if only you believe,
all things that test reality; the visions fools and children see.
From the Depth of Ethereal came howls of former corporeal,
as a soft gentle breeze now makes my heart feel at ease.
The wails of the dead now brings forth shudders of dread;
but this one lowly soul, peace is all she said.

-A.M. Snow

Ladylove

Ladylove

There once was a lady by the name of Ladylove,
who was said to be a saint sent from above.
But no one knew just who she was;
a ghost indeed was she, was she.
She approached a swain one day, one sorrowful day;
stealing his heart as she ran away.

She left with a flutter in a moonlit still,
her beauty graces her for a splendid time.
She haste to a pond of midnight glow,
a lad soon followed as he watched her go.
She looked in his eyes with sadness there,
looking away as she's engulfed in light.

She step a foot in glistening water still,
meandering a swan not by will.
The boy he haste to grasp her hand.
letting his love guide as they shift to swans;
he a swan of black and she is white,
they soar now into the ever moonlight.
The story now told of a love everlasting,
of two young swans, on moonlit casting.

-A.M. Snow

Reflection

Reflection

Alone am I this night of flutter,
confusion reigns, so I utter.
The air is that of a clouded dream;
so dark like that of an ordeal gleam.

I wonder where this fancy bestowed me;
in this room, damp as can be.
My vision is blurred from this smoky scene.
I see only a table, that of shallow green.

Heedfully I approach the table with ease,
Seeing afar it covered in bluish frieze.
My vision once blurred now is clearer;
that vanity table shown an olden mirror.

From the vanity table, that mirror I now held
I glanced upon myself, now greatly compelled.
A face has shown, was I yet not I,
it curses myself to die.

The image that was shown shadowed a vision:
Ye or I inter sweet derision,
o'er thy pass of insanity wake
as much of pain as I could take.

The mirror is now cracked as I am no more.
My heart beats cold as my days be hoar.
I've fallen apart and lost my way;
I am now one, alone in this blackened day.

My life's water has been turned into mist,
I, the writer who can't exist.
I am cracked in my own reflection
these wounds are the signs of my affliction.

I am one in this reflection shown two;
seeking to make my life anew.
I asked my reflection to be shown;
my truth, my past is left unknown.

I ask of thee, "Let it be done."
I am the writer, the lonely one
My reflections, it strains drops of blood;
now engulfing in life's lowly flood.

My eyes are stained as I lay cold,
I am weak-bound growing old.
My voice is muted as my heart now breaks;
my body's bounded but my soul still aches.

Agony whelms my ever being,
leaving I without a sight for seeing.
Burned into my mind, a vision of pain
as the mirror image, curse me insane.

To be upon a mirror image,
upon a worldly scrimmage.
My reflection does not show
this truth I do not dare to know.

My reflection is now cracked as I am no more.
My heart beats cold leaving my wounds sore.
I've fallen apart and lost my way;
I am now one, alone in this blackened day.

I long for amity among benevolence
a sought after among your prevalence.
I am now we, and we look back;
my ember morn has now grown so black.

The mirror is shattered, my image is not;
my demon has shown its devilish plot.
I've been raised yet again to have fallen-
My life, my heart be stolen.

My reflection in vision pains
showing I bound by my worldly chains.
I am force to face myself in such state,
the mirror shows, it-is-my-fate.

My image is broken yet is whole,
I seek only for my life's role.
I'm reaching through out the dark,
my only light an ember spark.

Nevermore will my reflection show;
I'm lost with no place left to go.
The mirror's lust has failed;
is this not where I dwelled?

My tears are falling upon my reflection
this holds for me no resurrection.
This cracked mirror now shows only one;
the life in this mirror is nearly done.

My reflection, it is not new;
like the mirror it's turning blue.
I, myself has gone insane,
I shall not lack in vain.

I am not myself shall I be smite;
this is the shine of evil's light.
I only love yet still I choose hate;
I know now, it is my fate.

I feared myself, of who I am,
curse me now let thee be damn.
Bow ye not of I with shame,
I'm the one whom to blame.

I cannot live like the past,
nor the future of all in vast.

-A.M. Snow

A Sinister Lullaby

A Sinister Lullaby

A melody flowing caressing the nightly air,
its soothing sound echoes a flair.
It sprung from the lips of a maiden aloft;
the angelic song, sung ever so soft.
This peaceful lullaby dares be at ease;
it is peace and harmony, this song decrees.
I dare not wake from this melody slumber,
this rest entrance me to encumber.
The melody continues through the night,
caressing the angelic lunar light.
It steals my breath, my soul, my heart;
it speaks a lore to impart.
It torments my dream, my self, my being;
to hear this earthly angel singing.
I cannot wake from this melody trance;
darkness consumes as the angel dance.
I cannot wake from this grimful hollow;
an ethereal silence, who fears to follow.
All life trembles at her voice,
leaving all to surrender, not by choice.
Her melody sways forevermore,
stealing the souls for many yore.

-A.M. Snow

The Writer and the Blood Inked Quill

The Writer and the Blood Inked Quill

The candle flickered by a passing gentle breeze;
My quill dries up leaving not I at ease.
My words upon page now left to hang.
A reader's disappointment, now a writer's pang.
Misery held me as time stood still,
My heart has fallen because my mind is ill.
I stare at blank page as all words elude me,
I can't help to wonder, "How could this be?"
Torment follows as night falls victim to dread;
My ink once black now turns blood red.
I wrote my soul upon each page,
As time ticks by with every age.
The word itself scream an agony scream;
I, the writer without a dream.
But what bedevils myself to write,
Elude me once more with the fall of night.
My nightly whimper comes with a toll,
My life upon the page, now bearing my soul.

-A.M. Snow

Lost in a Dream World

Lost in a Dream World

What place is this, from my slumber I wake?
A mistiful world, a smell of roses flake.
I walk this world of nightmare hollow,
Dare not treasure this dreamful wallow.
The feeling is real but this world's a lie;
If I keep on living, surely I'll die.
What place is this within my slumber,
Where the sky is that of umber?
I wander through this bleary abyss,
Confused about this worldly amiss.
All my dreams and fears before me;
Out in the open for me to see.
I run but all is still;
I can't help myself be ill.
I am lost within this world of dreams;
Alone forever, in a world of gleams.

-A.M. Snow

Tragic Heart

Tragic Heart

I wait my days alone,
in chambers of dark endure.
I hold back my tears alone,
until blood shed from my eyes.

I hold back my voice,
await for mercy in time.
You put me here by choice,
now you watch me die.

You stole my heart and taint my mind;
you shown your love but not full.
My heart was not like yours of rind,
I was weak but now am more.

-A.M. Snow

A Midnight Summer's Rain

A Midnight Summer's Rain

Rain pounding 'gainst my window;
the sound of thunder, wind blow.
Flashes of lightning, silhouettes of shadows;
a nature's melody for me to dance to.

My face drips wet by mid-summer's rain;
I spin with the wind, emotionally sane.
Roaring thunder race a crackling smash,
still I dance on; no care, no care.
Throughout the night, the storm rages still,
and I left to watch this mid-summer's thrill.

-A.M. Snow

Writer's Block

Writer's Block

I am lost without inspiration;
I cannot think my thoughts are empty.
A sudden expectation
of words I cannot see.

I try that I must but I cannot write;
the ink in my hand, an outspoken sanity.
No inspiration, not of the night;
I am lost to insanity.

-A.M. Snow

What are We?

What are We?

What are we?
A dream none-the-less
or perhaps just maybe,
a lost shepherd's sheep?

What are we?
A caged bird who sings
or are we more than what we see?
Perhaps we're a dream within itself,
or maybe the dreamer.

Have we lost our ways,
a reason to live?
Have we forgotten the beauty of life,
that of a natures worth?

Perhaps we fratricide our being,
as we fall unto greed.
We steal from the poor man,
and we give it all to the rich.

We teach the youth to kill;
to teach love is a crime.
We forgot what we once believed,
blamed it all on God, not ourselves.

What are we? Who are we?
A dream none-the-less
or perhaps just maybe,
a lost shepherd's sheep?

-A.M. Snow